Cute Polka Dotted Pink Bow Tie Ribbon <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d7007626947735138416\x26blogName\x3dImafool+%E2%99%A5\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dTAN\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://viice.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttps://viice.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d7514731341340677228', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Welome :)

"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye." - H. Jackson Brown, Jr.


The Dreamer

The name is Jovice, a chocolate lover and a dreamer. Well, nobody can hurts you without your permission. So, don't let anyone ever dull your sparkle.



The friends.

Thursday, January 24, 2013 6:58 PM

So, few days more to my final exam, but I'm still here blogging bout someone, something happened in 2012.
I think I should list down everyone, every single moment with you guys before the world ends. lol.

April 2012,
The first day I went to the university. Nervous. I met Siti. She is so elegant and idk why and how we become best friend. The day after, I met Vivian Fung at the lecture hall for moral class, I still remember that time she was so innocent! telling me stories about her Raymond Lum. *wtf!?*
Few days after, I met Leong and Thien Poh. Our big boss. Haa. Ops, and Alvin Lee too. I know him and TP by the moral assignment. We are in the same group. Of course, I met Rebekah and later Ruji. They are the same group with Leong for health science assignment I guess.

May 2012,
We become much more closer, idk why. Just suddenly, everyone click together. We went to swimming pool at brundsfield almost every week for the 1st semester. We have lunch together, study together.


June 2012,
Ruji broke up with her ex, I feel bad but idk how to comfort her. They bought her some chocolate. Later, something happened between our frienship, you guys know who and what am I trying to say right? lol. I cannot mention what happened, just... hmm. SECRECT.

July 2012,
I have some relationship problems and I feel like dying. I know everyone of them try to comfort me. Siti and Ruji always give me advices to make me become stronger, Vivian cried with me, Alvin... hahaaa. He always tweet something that I'll perasaan that it's about me. I feel so sorry to troubling you all.

August, September 2012,
We went to Siti's house. Get a big surprise from you guys, they bought two cakes, 1 for G and another one for me, I thought we are just going to celebrate G birthday that time. So touch that you all still remember my birthday on September. End of September, we went to Sunway and celebrate Alvin's birthday. *I love Siti's blaazer that she wore that day :P

October 2012,
We often went to space U 8 for moviessssss. Residence evil, Looper, Taken 2, Hotel Transylvania... The final exam for sem2 is around the corner, we went to the private library on weekend.

November 2012,
Holidays! I back to Kuantan and went Johor to find Sunny with him. *so happy* (pls ignore)
We start the new sem. Alvin and Ruji came to march B, but I feel like we are getting far with Leong and TP due to the different time table and we actually no really have much time to meet during the gap.

December 2012,
Rat dissection! We were so exciting bout this anatomy lab section. We went to Setia City Mall at the last day of December, spend almost one hour trying clothes in fitting room at cotton on and kitchen.

January 2012,
First day of Jan, countdown with Sunny at Vivian's house. We have a over-night party there, skyping with others, and have some girls talk until 4am. Recently, we often watch movies at library level 7. I wonder who was the first that wanted to watch movies at there? cause I don't actually know that we can watch movies there. We watched Insidious, Narnia- Prince of caspian, Final destination5... Planning to have a trip before we end our foundation.





Idk when we can meet each other after foundation. Just, thank you for being my bbf.

Jan.

6:04 PM




Hello bloggie, I'm back here. January of 2013, time passed really fast. Still remember the last time I came to here was in September or October I think. Don't really have much time to express everything at here. Hmm, so is the new beginning of the year, hope that everything will be better in 2013.After been through all these things I feel glad that I am still alive. Stronger and stronger. Never think of what are the consequences. For sure I'll afraid of falling over and over again. But, I love him, that's the thing I know. No matter how hard I tried to forget, to run away, to stop caring, I failed. I'll never regret for loving you, over and over again.


Loving him was red, burning red.

Monday, September 10, 2012 8:47 PM

08092012,


十八岁的生日,谢谢你的陪伴。
这一天,我很快乐。

Hello May :)

Wednesday, May 2, 2012 4:32 PM


April 2012, A little girl trying to be independent and used to everything alone. She doesn't know what will happen tomorrow or anything about her future, but there is a fire, burning strongly inside her. Her dreams, her life, she need to make a choice.
Maybe, just to let everyone know that she is not a small little girl anymore. Maybe, just need some freedom. Maybe... everything will be fine.

She came to a city and started her new life, everything seems so different. New friends, new school... sometimes, she feel like so helpless, so alone. But, thanks God for helping her in his own way. Giving her strength and warmth, giving her a bunch of friends, giving her some people who willing to help. Thanks God.





 Thanks for everyone and everything that been through my life. Thank you, ♥.
.




Recently.

Friday, April 13, 2012 6:26 PM

07042012.

A day full of love and joy.


 
I went back to kuantan by bus from 9.30am, going to give a bigbig birthday surprise for mummy :D dreaming in bus about 4 to 5 hours, finally i reached kuantan! Dear babybob fetch me around to buy flowers, cake and I bought daisy for mummy and another roses for grandmother ♥ really hope that I can introduce him to grandma, and tell her that we going to uni.


At around 6pm, mum and sis are coming back! #excited
me and babybob hide in kakak's room and 1 2 3 pikabuuuu HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
♥ S he was so shocked! HAHA. #sucess! :D We have our dinner at bay leaf, enjoy every moment spending with love ones.





I went back to shah alam on the next day and start my life again. Huuuuhh!! just finished the first quiz for malaysian studies and moral education, and the deadline for 3 of my assignment, mid sem, quiz are coming soon!! Hope that I can handle it well :D




 





Malacca! I'm coming!

New life. ♥

Friday, April 6, 2012 9:38 PM

I'm starting to love my uni life :D
at first, I was like ' omg, i'm going to suffer in this place for 3 to 4 years!'
but then, when I try to used to the lifestyle and make some new friends, everything actually is so easy and not as complicated as what i thought. A little bit stress bout assignment and exam, need to put more effort on it! Hope that everything will be fine :)

Going back tomorrow, ohyeah! ♥



p/s: Imisshimsomuch.

回忆 ♥

Sunday, March 25, 2012 9:42 PM

这几天都很开心,有他,家人和朋友的陪伴。

24.04.2012.
看了‘嫁个100 分男人’ 回家梳洗后和家人还有他去吃我最爱的寿司 ;p
也许爸爸知道我以后不能常和他们一起吃晚餐了所以才会选我最爱的寿司吧。



25.04.2012
早上去了教会后大约四点,我们一家人,表妹还有他出发到 De Rhu 去。好庆幸他可以和我家人相处得很好,像个小孩一样和妹妹一起玩。都怪我一点运动细胞也没有,结果羽毛球一直输给爸爸妈妈。果然,姜还是老的辣 -.-





其实像我一样笨的人都有那么多的爱与关怀,真的觉得自己很幸福。



也许是分离的日子快到了,特别珍惜和你与家人在一起的每一分每一秒。
下个星期,就得到别的地方升学。分离一年的时间,我要怎么样适应没有你的日子?
遗憾,第一个圣诞节,新的一年,情人节,一周年纪念日都不能一起过。

谢谢你们,为我做的一切。

Moment ♥

Wednesday, March 7, 2012 10:11 PM

6.3.2012

Early in the morning, have my breakfast with dad & mum near our house. My dad has totally change his attitude towards me after I back from Joshua camp! I was like ' wow' ! perhaps, he saw my different? hmm, the happiest things in my life is that I have such a cute family and from now on I'll spent more time with them, I promise :) Later, mum fetch me and him to ask some information about our future studies and we had our lunch at Kenny Rogers. Have a wonderful time with my dear mummy and dear hubby ;p





Then I bought these for myself




The 'nutcracker' was damn nice!



I love this moment.
I love everyone around me, thanks God for giving me these people. No matter how worse the situation is, I know you are with me, Lord. Have a sweet dream everyone, god bless.
Goodnight peeps :)




14012012 ♥

Saturday, January 14, 2012 2:15 PM

孤独被安宁拥抱,你给了我37.5摄氏度的海角天涯。有和煦的风拂过脸颊,空气中弥散着缱绻的甜蜜。爱盛开在一个阳光温暖的午后。情人节有你,所以快乐。 ♥


Happy Diary Day ♥
1月14日,据说在这一天,情侣们会互赠足够纪录一整年恋爱情事的日记本,以此象征两人将携手走过未来一年,并留下更多美好回忆。而单身的女孩子们,在这新的一年的开始,对自己喜欢的人要有表白和计划,写在自己的日记本里,在心中撒下爱的种子。


还记得那本黑色的日记?:P
曾经把他丢进垃圾桶,可回到家就开始后悔了,第二天又匆匆到垃圾桶那里捡起。那本小日记记录了曾经,现在,和期待的未来,记录了一切开心与不开心的回忆。曾经幻想一起度过的每一个情人节,只可惜不能一起度过第一个2月14日 :( 还有第一个圣诞节,新年。不过,只要和心爱的人一起每一天都是特别的 :$




等我 ♥

Recently. ♥

Tuesday, January 3, 2012 5:14 PM

2011. The most memorable year for me. Yeap, I have lots of fun and laughter. Well, pretty much tears too. 1 year passed, gosh! I'm a 18 years old girl now? Officially, 17 and 4 months years old. LOL. Goodbye 2011, and welcome 2012.


What have I done in this few weeks?

1. Hmm, worked at ECM TRIO, luckily when I start working at the first day I met Wendy and YongYi, we are the same school when form 4&5 but never know each others, and I don't even know their name. We work together, helping each others and the happiest moment was when the manager was having her meeting at KL. We was like " omg, we are free!!" and we just chit-chat until the whole mall heard our voice. HAHA.


2. I've a GREAT Christmas and New Year celebration, staying at home doing nothing! Just keep murmuring " wtf? my Christmas & New Year!" Sigh. What a waste.


3. Watched some great movie.

龙门飞甲 Flying Swords of Dragon Gate
This film is based on the story of 1992's New Dragon Gate Inn, lots of fighting part.







桂纶镁 ♥ I love her! pretty right?




Mission Impossible- Ghost Protocol


Lots of exciting part, my heart gonna pump out when the main character was chasing by the enemies and doing those dangerous move and was like "oh shit! please don't die!" LOL.


Sherlock Homes 2



Omg. This is a so damn nice movie! Gonna borrow sis's books and read all the stories! ♥ No wonder my sis was so addicted with those story books.







Goodnight peeps, Tata

26/12/2011.

Monday, December 26, 2011 8:59 PM

Happy boxing day! ;P



Just past 2011'Christmas, unforgettable Christmas ever. After all that I've been through, finally I know the real world. Fed up with all these, tired enough. Maybe, is a lesson for me, not to trust someone ever again because you will never know when he or she will betray you. Trying so hard to repair it, and yet, who cares? hahahha. Hurting each others? great, lets be alone. Nothing else I can say.



冬至快乐 ♥

Thursday, December 22, 2011 3:17 PM





自从外婆生病去世后就再也没吃过汤圆了,好久好久了。
好怀念小时候和表妹们在外婆家一起搓汤圆的时候。
就算是一碗很普通的汤圆,也很幸福很满足。

突然好想吃一碗热滚滚的汤圆,好想念远方的外婆。
您在哪里还好吗?我好想你。

生命中美丽的过客。

Tuesday, December 6, 2011 9:15 PM

如果说中四的生活绚丽多彩,那中五的生活就显得简单了许多。
生活似乎变得只有学习,考试,压力。


我们就像破蛹而出的蝴蝶,幼嫩而美丽。于是只有苍白无力的挣扎。
最后,到了秋天,蝴蝶的尸体和金黄色的梧桐叶一起,随风飘零。被汽车辗过,灰飞烟灭。

也许吧,我们没有选择的权利,然而,在这一年留下了许多的回忆。



中五的美丽,在于一份为目标勇往直前的奋斗。
同学们认真的讨论,学习。

中五的美丽,在于梦想。
向往着未来的生活,梦醒时分,留下的只有加倍的努力和拼搏。
想象着未来离自己越来越近的那种心情,有一同讨论着未来的各种未知数。

中五的美丽,在于温情。
怀念坐在礼堂看班上同学打篮球的模样。
考试熬夜时,妈妈送上的热茶。



终于,还剩下最后一天就毕业了。
期待已久的明天即将到来,怎么一点也不觉得兴奋呢?
是不舍还是害怕面对一切的未知数?


曾经被我画的乱七八糟的桌子,
扳着一张脸有些可怕却是我最敬爱的高级数学老师,

曾经无话不说聪明伶俐的好友,
前面那个泼辣爱骂人却很有道理充满着正能量的大屁股先生 :P,

还有属于我和他的一切回忆,
熟悉的座位,课室,这一班疯狂的同学。再回了。



把手掌对准太阳,告诉自己,不管未来选择走任何一条路都不要放弃希望。
希望,每个人幸福快乐。

HappyHoliday ♥

Thursday, December 1, 2011 10:03 PM

Ohyeah, exam is OVER! *ignoring BC :p
Need to have some rest, exhausted!

And here is the plan :P

1. Watch PUSS IN BOOTS *DONE.



无辜的眼神 :x
Betray, revenge, money, honour. I hate betrayer. I was like 'wtf?' when humpty dumpty fall and turns into an golden egg that he was finding for his entire life. LOL. Kinda sad the ending, but, hmm, it's fair enough.



2. Watch BREAKING DAWN!!! ♥ *DONE.






I was falling in love with BELLA SWAN and EDWARD CULLEN since I read their love story. Especially Twilight! OMG. It's soooooo damn nice! After Twilight, Eclipse was not so interesting, no climax or whatever, kinda boring and not as interesting as the original story. Their lines are so... weird? hmm. But breaking dawn was nice! I like the first scene when Bella wearing her beautiful wedding gown. Gorgeous! Looking forward to part two ♥


3. Work!
Seriously need to earn money and find something to do in this period of time. I feel guilty when always wanna ask money from mum. Work work work!


4. Rebonding & Dye my hair. *DONE
Just realized 1 year gone after I cut my hair. Gonna dye them after rebonding at the new saloon near my house, kinda cheap. Mummy said use liese is better and cheaper, but I cant decide wanna dye which colour. LOL. perhaps this?


5. Get my License!
Going undang with sherphia and after that amali with peiling. Can i just skip those procedure and get my license right now? Sigh.



6. Trip to Pulau Pinang & KL.

I miss chao kuey tiao and pinang laksa!!! *ohgreat, how bout my diet plan? ==

Gonna visited the toy musuem :P
OMG. I need money! :/ 4 days 3 nights. Ohyeah! going by BUS! Excited! btw, oh Lord, please dont rain. Hmm, what to pack? :x



7. Get some info about further studies.
where to study? College? Form6? or ? I have no idea.



8. Joshua camp for 1 month.
Gosh! so many things need to be prepared. 31/1 until 1/3. One month! going alone, without accompany. Hmm, but still I feel excited, but... sigh. *Yeah! dont need to suffer at PLKN. :P

And here it's. *Things that I can think of right now :/








HappyHoliday! ♥
Goodnight peeps :)

Hello, friends.

Saturday, November 5, 2011 4:25 PM



What are friends?




Friendship, is not something you learn in school.
But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.
It is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.







地震安全知识

Friday, November 4, 2011 11:10 PM



总在想要是有一点国内发生地震该往何处躲,
也许有一天马来西亚会面临各种天灾,世事难料 :|





下次发生地震时就不用那么慌了 :p


是时候为自己活 :)

Thursday, November 3, 2011 11:16 PM



拥有一切 该知足
为来的路 谁做主
药剂 牙医 还是做衣服

东南西北 无去路
道别过后 往何处
只要有你 已满足

为自己 爱你和你爱的人活


自由的气息 空中飘逸
不舍 离开一切人事物
感谢上天 最后的结局

两年的时间
短暂 却快乐 珍惜


还剩一个月
一切开心不开心的事 都得过去
其实 自己拥有很多很多





















十天的时间!奋斗!


Love. ♥

Tuesday, October 4, 2011 10:54 AM



Love is...


When the first time I step into your trap. ♥ :P





When I miss you every single minute. ♥



06082011. 08092011. ♥


04092011. ♥







And sometimes...
















But...



And...



I love you so much.


03102011. ♥

Monday, October 3, 2011 8:27 PM



Daydreaming along the way to Genting Highland.
Future. Hmm, should I make some plan?Study, work, diet!! Ish.
Hmm. 41 days left. Stressful! I'm still being at the fail level. Gosh.
My holiday :( I wanna back home! D:


Recently, a song stuck in my mind and the worst is I just know some of the lyric.
Just keep repeating the same lines. * this feeling is so SUCKS!
I think I need to search for the lyrics and memories it. Heart this -如果有如果 ♥




Tears is the only way how my eyes speak when my mouth
can't explain how things made my heart.






Imissyoulikecrazy.


Sunday, October 2, 2011 11:09 PM











Я скучаю по тебе. извините.








Holiday :(

7:09 PM



Ohyeah! What a great holiday! :(
Currently at MALACCA right now. *sweating* D:
Malacca is such a cultural place, I love cendol durian! omg.
I love the buildings, those history and so on, except the weather. LOL.



Hmm, lets talk about something interesting.
Visited the museum, shopping!! * bought 2 Tee and FOOD! D:* , went to the spectacular church... etc and I ate alot! great.




*Dad bought this for me________ mint chocolate :x


Ohya! I did a ridiculous thing at here. Gosh.
Now, I believe that when someone is mad, his/her IQ will equal to ZERO & anything can be done.
Such a stupid idiot. *Ohgreat, I'm part of those stupid people :x


Luckily, everything is fine & save. Thanks God.
Sorry for my family. Iloveyou all forever. :P





p/s: GAMBATE! Goodluck for those PMR candidates. God bless! :)


D:

Wednesday, September 28, 2011 10:45 PM

第一步,抬头仰望
第二步,闭眼








那些让你伤心的难听话,全是我撒的谎。
就只需要你的确定,一份安全感而已。


Monday, August 22, 2011 2:35 PM






If you love a girl, it’s better to fight for her happiness than to abandon her for the sake of her happiness.
爱一个女孩子,与其为了她的幸福而放弃她,不如留住她,为她的幸福而努力。



希望一直都在 ♥

2:15 PM

这几天的心情如刚下过的暴雨,湿漉漉的。阳光熟悉的面孔,被阻挡在厚厚云层之外。
  

曾经,我们都深信有入口的地方,必定有出口。
可是在人心的迷宮里,出口哪儿也不在。



唯一可做的,只是等待。

  
那些关于那些的秘密,只能永远藏在沒有人能触摸的天空里。




极光__幸福之光




Recently.

Friday, August 19, 2011 8:39 PM






Ohyeah! weekend! everyone love weekend obviously. But we, as a form 5 students have to wake up in the early morning for tuition classes.
Ohmygod. I hate physics tuition class that teaching about those transistor, current... on weekend especially early in the morning. I bet I'll fall asleep at there. Ohgreat.



Well, recently I have dream about something weird every night or perhaps, nightmares?
Something like our daily life but feeling sooooooo weird and scary, sometimes even dream about the same situation and same thing happen and happen over and over again.
And, everyday when I wake up, I feel like I have never slept before.
Exhausted. Everytime after meals especially dinner, feeling uncomfortable, gastric, and I'm feeling so damn tired.

Any suggestion to overcome this? Hmm, maybe I should try the BRANDS == .






Goodnight peeps. Wish me goodluck ;)



Thursday, August 11, 2011 2:08 PM