So, few days more to my final exam, but I'm still here blogging bout someone, something happened in 2012.
I think I should list down everyone, every single moment with you guys before the world ends. lol.
April 2012,
The first day I went to the university. Nervous. I met Siti. She is so elegant and idk why and how we become best friend. The day after, I met Vivian Fung at the lecture hall for moral class, I still remember that time she was so innocent! telling me stories about her Raymond Lum. *wtf!?*
Few days after, I met Leong and Thien Poh. Our big boss. Haa. Ops, and Alvin Lee too. I know him and TP by the moral assignment. We are in the same group. Of course, I met Rebekah and later Ruji. They are the same group with Leong for health science assignment I guess.
May 2012,
We become much more closer, idk why. Just suddenly, everyone click together. We went to swimming pool at brundsfield almost every week for the 1st semester. We have lunch together, study together.
June 2012,
Ruji broke up with her ex, I feel bad but idk how to comfort her. They bought her some chocolate. Later, something happened between our frienship, you guys know who and what am I trying to say right? lol. I cannot mention what happened, just... hmm. SECRECT.
July 2012,
I have some relationship problems and I feel like dying. I know everyone of them try to comfort me. Siti and Ruji always give me advices to make me become stronger, Vivian cried with me, Alvin... hahaaa. He always tweet something that I'll perasaan that it's about me. I feel so sorry to troubling you all.
August, September 2012,
We went to Siti's house. Get a big surprise from you guys, they bought two cakes, 1 for G and another one for me, I thought we are just going to celebrate G birthday that time. So touch that you all still remember my birthday on September. End of September, we went to Sunway and celebrate Alvin's birthday. *I love Siti's blaazer that she wore that day :P October 2012,
We often went to space U 8 for moviessssss. Residence evil, Looper, Taken 2, Hotel Transylvania... The final exam for sem2 is around the corner, we went to the private library on weekend.
November 2012,
Holidays! I back to Kuantan and went Johor to find Sunny with him. *so happy* (pls ignore)
We start the new sem. Alvin and Ruji came to march B, but I feel like we are getting far with Leong and TP due to the different time table and we actually no really have much time to meet during the gap.
December 2012,
Rat dissection! We were so exciting bout this anatomy lab section. We went to Setia City Mall at the last day of December, spend almost one hour trying clothes in fitting room at cotton on and kitchen.
January 2012,
First day of Jan, countdown with Sunny at Vivian's house. We have a over-night party there, skyping with others, and have some girls talk until 4am. Recently, we often watch movies at library level 7. I wonder who was the first that wanted to watch movies at there? cause I don't actually know that we can watch movies there. We watched Insidious, Narnia- Prince of caspian, Final destination5... Planning to have a trip before we end our foundation.
Idk when we can meet each other after foundation. Just, thank you for being my bbf.
Hello bloggie, I'm back here. January of 2013, time passed really fast. Still remember the last time I came to here was in September or October I think. Don't really have much time to express everything at here. Hmm, so is the new beginning of the year, hope that everything will be better in 2013.After been through all these things I feel glad that I am still alive. Stronger and stronger. Never think of what are the consequences. For sure I'll afraid of
falling over and over again. But, I love him, that's the thing I know.
No matter how hard I tried to forget, to run away, to stop caring, I
failed. I'll never regret for loving you, over and over again.
April 2012, A little girl trying to be independent and used to everything alone. She doesn't know what will happen tomorrow or anything about her future, but there is a fire, burning strongly inside her. Her dreams, her life, she need to make a choice.
Maybe, just to let everyone know that she is not a small little girl anymore. Maybe, just need some freedom. Maybe... everything will be fine.
She came to a city and started her new life, everything seems so different. New friends, new school... sometimes, she feel like so helpless, so alone. But, thanks God for helping her in his own way. Giving her strength and warmth, giving her a bunch of friends, giving her some people who willing to help. Thanks God.
Thanks for everyone and everything that been through my life. Thank you, ♥.
I went back to kuantan by bus from 9.30am, going to give a bigbig
birthday surprise for mummy :D dreaming in bus about 4 to 5 hours,
finally i reached kuantan! Dear babybob fetch me around to buy flowers,
cake and I bought daisy for mummy and another roses for grandmother ♥ really hope that I can introduce him to grandma, and tell her that we going to uni.
At around 6pm, mum and sis are coming back! #excited me and babybob hide in kakak's room and 1 2 3 pikabuuuu HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥ S he was so shocked! HAHA. #sucess! :D We have our dinner at bay leaf, enjoy every moment spending with love ones. ♥
I went back to shah alam on the next day and start my life again. Huuuuhh!! just finished the first quiz for malaysian studies and moral education, and the deadline for 3 of my assignment, mid sem, quiz are coming soon!! Hope that I can handle it well :D
I'm starting to love my uni life :D at first, I was like ' omg, i'm going to suffer in this place for 3 to 4 years!' but then, when I try to used to the lifestyle and make some new friends, everything actually is so easy and not as complicated as what i thought. A little bit stress bout assignment and exam, need to put more effort on it! Hope that everything will be fine :)
Early in the morning, have my breakfast with dad & mum near our house. My dad has totally change his attitude towards me after I back from Joshua camp! I was like ' wow' ! perhaps, he saw my different? hmm, the happiest things in my life is that I have such a cute family and from now on I'll spent more time with them, I promise :) Later, mum fetch me and him to ask some information about our future studies and we had our lunch at Kenny Rogers. Have a wonderful time with my dear mummy and dear hubby ;p
Then I bought these for myself ♥
The 'nutcracker' was damn nice!♥
♥ I love this moment.
I love everyone around me, thanks God for giving me these people. No matter how worse the situation is, I know you are with me, Lord. Have a sweet dream everyone, god bless.
2011. The most memorable year for me. Yeap, I have lots of fun and laughter. Well, pretty much tears too. 1 year passed, gosh! I'm a 18 years old girl now? Officially, 17 and 4 months years old. LOL. Goodbye 2011, and welcome 2012. ♥
What have I done in this few weeks?
1. Hmm, worked at ECM TRIO, luckily when I start working at the first day I met Wendy and YongYi, we are the same school when form 4&5 but never know each others, and I don't even know their name. We work together, helping each others and the happiest moment was when the manager was having her meeting at KL. We was like " omg, we are free!!" and we just chit-chat until the whole mall heard our voice. HAHA.
2. I've a GREAT Christmas and New Year celebration, staying at home doing nothing! Just keep murmuring " wtf? my Christmas & New Year!" Sigh. What a waste.
3. Watched some great movie.
龙门飞甲 Flying Swords of Dragon Gate This film is based on the story of 1992's New Dragon Gate Inn, lots of fighting part.
桂纶镁 ♥ I love her! pretty right?
Mission Impossible- Ghost Protocol
Lots of exciting part, my heart gonna pump out when the main character was chasing by the enemies and doing those dangerous move and was like "oh shit! please don't die!" LOL.
Sherlock Homes 2
Omg. This is a so damn nice movie! Gonna borrow sis's books and read all the stories!♥ No wonder my sis was so addicted with those story books.
Just past 2011'Christmas, unforgettable Christmas ever. After all that I've been through, finally I know the real world. Fed up with all these, tired enough. Maybe, is a lesson for me, not to trust someone ever again because you will never know when he or she will betray you. Trying so hard to repair it, and yet, who cares? hahahha. Hurting each others? great, lets be alone. Nothing else I can say.
Ohyeah, exam is OVER! *ignoring BC :p Need to have some rest, exhausted!
And here is the plan :P
1. Watch PUSS IN BOOTS *DONE.
无辜的眼神 :x Betray, revenge, money, honour. I hate betrayer. I was like 'wtf?' when humpty dumpty fall and turns into an golden egg that he was finding for his entire life. LOL. Kinda sad the ending, but, hmm, it's fair enough.
2. Watch BREAKING DAWN!!! ♥ *DONE.
I was falling in love with BELLA SWAN and EDWARD CULLEN since I read their love story. Especially Twilight! OMG. It's soooooo damn nice! After Twilight, Eclipse was not so interesting, no climax or whatever, kinda boring and not as interesting as the original story. Their lines are so... weird? hmm. But breaking dawn was nice! I like the first scene when Bella wearing her beautiful wedding gown. Gorgeous! Looking forward to part two ♥
3. Work! Seriously need to earn money and find something to do in this period of time. I feel guilty when always wanna ask money from mum. Work work work!
4. Rebonding & Dye my hair. *DONE Just realized 1 year gone after I cut my hair. Gonna dye them after rebonding at the new saloon near my house, kinda cheap. Mummy said use liese is better and cheaper, but I cant decide wanna dye which colour. LOL. perhaps this?
5. Get my License! Going undang with sherphia and after that amali with peiling. Can i just skip those procedure and get my license right now? Sigh.
6. Trip to Pulau Pinang & KL.
I miss chao kuey tiao and pinang laksa!!! *ohgreat, how bout my diet plan? ==
Gonna visited the toy musuem :P OMG. I need money! :/ 4 days 3 nights. Ohyeah! going by BUS! Excited! btw, oh Lord, please dont rain. Hmm, what to pack? :x
7. Get some info about further studies. where to study? College? Form6? or ? I have no idea.
8. Joshua camp for 1 month. Gosh! so many things need to be prepared. 31/1 until 1/3. One month! going alone, without accompany. Hmm, but still I feel excited, but... sigh. *Yeah! dont need to suffer at PLKN. :P
And here it's. *Things that I can think of right now :/
Friendship, is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything. It is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.
Daydreaming along the way to Genting Highland. Future. Hmm, should I make some plan?Study, work, diet!! Ish. Hmm. 41 days left. Stressful! I'm still being at the fail level. Gosh. My holiday :( I wanna back home! D:
Recently, a song stuck in my mind and the worst is I just know some of the lyric. Just keep repeating the same lines. * this feeling is so SUCKS! I think I need to search for the lyrics and memories it. Heart this -如果有如果 ♥
Tears is the only way how my eyes speak when my mouth
Ohyeah! What a great holiday! :( Currently at MALACCA right now. *sweating* D: Malacca is such a cultural place, I love cendol durian! omg. I love the buildings, those history and so on, except the weather. LOL.
Hmm, lets talk about something interesting. Visited the museum, shopping!! * bought 2 Tee and FOOD! D:* , went to the spectacular church... etc and I ate alot! great.
*Dad bought this for me________ mint chocolate :x
Ohya! I did a ridiculous thing at here. Gosh. Now, I believe that when someone is mad, his/her IQ will equal to ZERO & anything can be done. Such a stupid idiot. *Ohgreat, I'm part of those stupid people :x
Luckily, everything is fine & save. Thanks God. Sorry for my family. Iloveyou all forever. :P
p/s: GAMBATE! Goodluck for those PMR candidates. God bless! :)
Ohyeah! weekend! everyone love weekend obviously. But we, as a form 5 students have to wake up in the early morning for tuition classes.
Ohmygod. I hate physics tuition class that teaching about those transistor, current... on weekend especially early in the morning. I bet I'll fall asleep at there. Ohgreat.
Well, recently I have dream about something weird every night or perhaps, nightmares? Something like our daily life but feeling sooooooo weird and scary, sometimes even dream about the same situation and same thing happen and happen over and over again.
And, everyday when I wake up, I feel like I have never slept before.
Exhausted. Everytime after meals especially dinner, feeling uncomfortable, gastric, and I'm feeling so damn tired.
Any suggestion to overcome this? Hmm, maybe I should try the BRANDS == .
So, few days more to my final exam, but I'm still here blogging bout someone, something happened in 2012.
I think I should list down everyone, every single moment with you guys before the world ends. lol.
April 2012,
The first day I went to the university. Nervous. I met Siti. She is so elegant and idk why and how we become best friend. The day after, I met Vivian Fung at the lecture hall for moral class, I still remember that time she was so innocent! telling me stories about her Raymond Lum. *wtf!?*
Few days after, I met Leong and Thien Poh. Our big boss. Haa. Ops, and Alvin Lee too. I know him and TP by the moral assignment. We are in the same group. Of course, I met Rebekah and later Ruji. They are the same group with Leong for health science assignment I guess.
May 2012,
We become much more closer, idk why. Just suddenly, everyone click together. We went to swimming pool at brundsfield almost every week for the 1st semester. We have lunch together, study together.
June 2012,
Ruji broke up with her ex, I feel bad but idk how to comfort her. They bought her some chocolate. Later, something happened between our frienship, you guys know who and what am I trying to say right? lol. I cannot mention what happened, just... hmm. SECRECT.
July 2012,
I have some relationship problems and I feel like dying. I know everyone of them try to comfort me. Siti and Ruji always give me advices to make me become stronger, Vivian cried with me, Alvin... hahaaa. He always tweet something that I'll perasaan that it's about me. I feel so sorry to troubling you all.
August, September 2012,
We went to Siti's house. Get a big surprise from you guys, they bought two cakes, 1 for G and another one for me, I thought we are just going to celebrate G birthday that time. So touch that you all still remember my birthday on September. End of September, we went to Sunway and celebrate Alvin's birthday. *I love Siti's blaazer that she wore that day :P October 2012,
We often went to space U 8 for moviessssss. Residence evil, Looper, Taken 2, Hotel Transylvania... The final exam for sem2 is around the corner, we went to the private library on weekend.
November 2012,
Holidays! I back to Kuantan and went Johor to find Sunny with him. *so happy* (pls ignore)
We start the new sem. Alvin and Ruji came to march B, but I feel like we are getting far with Leong and TP due to the different time table and we actually no really have much time to meet during the gap.
December 2012,
Rat dissection! We were so exciting bout this anatomy lab section. We went to Setia City Mall at the last day of December, spend almost one hour trying clothes in fitting room at cotton on and kitchen.
January 2012,
First day of Jan, countdown with Sunny at Vivian's house. We have a over-night party there, skyping with others, and have some girls talk until 4am. Recently, we often watch movies at library level 7. I wonder who was the first that wanted to watch movies at there? cause I don't actually know that we can watch movies there. We watched Insidious, Narnia- Prince of caspian, Final destination5... Planning to have a trip before we end our foundation.
Idk when we can meet each other after foundation. Just, thank you for being my bbf.
Hello bloggie, I'm back here. January of 2013, time passed really fast. Still remember the last time I came to here was in September or October I think. Don't really have much time to express everything at here. Hmm, so is the new beginning of the year, hope that everything will be better in 2013.After been through all these things I feel glad that I am still alive. Stronger and stronger. Never think of what are the consequences. For sure I'll afraid of
falling over and over again. But, I love him, that's the thing I know.
No matter how hard I tried to forget, to run away, to stop caring, I
failed. I'll never regret for loving you, over and over again.
April 2012, A little girl trying to be independent and used to everything alone. She doesn't know what will happen tomorrow or anything about her future, but there is a fire, burning strongly inside her. Her dreams, her life, she need to make a choice.
Maybe, just to let everyone know that she is not a small little girl anymore. Maybe, just need some freedom. Maybe... everything will be fine.
She came to a city and started her new life, everything seems so different. New friends, new school... sometimes, she feel like so helpless, so alone. But, thanks God for helping her in his own way. Giving her strength and warmth, giving her a bunch of friends, giving her some people who willing to help. Thanks God.
Thanks for everyone and everything that been through my life. Thank you, ♥.
I went back to kuantan by bus from 9.30am, going to give a bigbig
birthday surprise for mummy :D dreaming in bus about 4 to 5 hours,
finally i reached kuantan! Dear babybob fetch me around to buy flowers,
cake and I bought daisy for mummy and another roses for grandmother ♥ really hope that I can introduce him to grandma, and tell her that we going to uni.
At around 6pm, mum and sis are coming back! #excited me and babybob hide in kakak's room and 1 2 3 pikabuuuu HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥ S he was so shocked! HAHA. #sucess! :D We have our dinner at bay leaf, enjoy every moment spending with love ones. ♥
I went back to shah alam on the next day and start my life again. Huuuuhh!! just finished the first quiz for malaysian studies and moral education, and the deadline for 3 of my assignment, mid sem, quiz are coming soon!! Hope that I can handle it well :D
I'm starting to love my uni life :D at first, I was like ' omg, i'm going to suffer in this place for 3 to 4 years!' but then, when I try to used to the lifestyle and make some new friends, everything actually is so easy and not as complicated as what i thought. A little bit stress bout assignment and exam, need to put more effort on it! Hope that everything will be fine :)
Early in the morning, have my breakfast with dad & mum near our house. My dad has totally change his attitude towards me after I back from Joshua camp! I was like ' wow' ! perhaps, he saw my different? hmm, the happiest things in my life is that I have such a cute family and from now on I'll spent more time with them, I promise :) Later, mum fetch me and him to ask some information about our future studies and we had our lunch at Kenny Rogers. Have a wonderful time with my dear mummy and dear hubby ;p
Then I bought these for myself ♥
The 'nutcracker' was damn nice!♥
♥ I love this moment.
I love everyone around me, thanks God for giving me these people. No matter how worse the situation is, I know you are with me, Lord. Have a sweet dream everyone, god bless.
2011. The most memorable year for me. Yeap, I have lots of fun and laughter. Well, pretty much tears too. 1 year passed, gosh! I'm a 18 years old girl now? Officially, 17 and 4 months years old. LOL. Goodbye 2011, and welcome 2012. ♥
What have I done in this few weeks?
1. Hmm, worked at ECM TRIO, luckily when I start working at the first day I met Wendy and YongYi, we are the same school when form 4&5 but never know each others, and I don't even know their name. We work together, helping each others and the happiest moment was when the manager was having her meeting at KL. We was like " omg, we are free!!" and we just chit-chat until the whole mall heard our voice. HAHA.
2. I've a GREAT Christmas and New Year celebration, staying at home doing nothing! Just keep murmuring " wtf? my Christmas & New Year!" Sigh. What a waste.
3. Watched some great movie.
龙门飞甲 Flying Swords of Dragon Gate This film is based on the story of 1992's New Dragon Gate Inn, lots of fighting part.
桂纶镁 ♥ I love her! pretty right?
Mission Impossible- Ghost Protocol
Lots of exciting part, my heart gonna pump out when the main character was chasing by the enemies and doing those dangerous move and was like "oh shit! please don't die!" LOL.
Sherlock Homes 2
Omg. This is a so damn nice movie! Gonna borrow sis's books and read all the stories!♥ No wonder my sis was so addicted with those story books.
Just past 2011'Christmas, unforgettable Christmas ever. After all that I've been through, finally I know the real world. Fed up with all these, tired enough. Maybe, is a lesson for me, not to trust someone ever again because you will never know when he or she will betray you. Trying so hard to repair it, and yet, who cares? hahahha. Hurting each others? great, lets be alone. Nothing else I can say.
Ohyeah, exam is OVER! *ignoring BC :p Need to have some rest, exhausted!
And here is the plan :P
1. Watch PUSS IN BOOTS *DONE.
无辜的眼神 :x Betray, revenge, money, honour. I hate betrayer. I was like 'wtf?' when humpty dumpty fall and turns into an golden egg that he was finding for his entire life. LOL. Kinda sad the ending, but, hmm, it's fair enough.
2. Watch BREAKING DAWN!!! ♥ *DONE.
I was falling in love with BELLA SWAN and EDWARD CULLEN since I read their love story. Especially Twilight! OMG. It's soooooo damn nice! After Twilight, Eclipse was not so interesting, no climax or whatever, kinda boring and not as interesting as the original story. Their lines are so... weird? hmm. But breaking dawn was nice! I like the first scene when Bella wearing her beautiful wedding gown. Gorgeous! Looking forward to part two ♥
3. Work! Seriously need to earn money and find something to do in this period of time. I feel guilty when always wanna ask money from mum. Work work work!
4. Rebonding & Dye my hair. *DONE Just realized 1 year gone after I cut my hair. Gonna dye them after rebonding at the new saloon near my house, kinda cheap. Mummy said use liese is better and cheaper, but I cant decide wanna dye which colour. LOL. perhaps this?
5. Get my License! Going undang with sherphia and after that amali with peiling. Can i just skip those procedure and get my license right now? Sigh.
6. Trip to Pulau Pinang & KL.
I miss chao kuey tiao and pinang laksa!!! *ohgreat, how bout my diet plan? ==
Gonna visited the toy musuem :P OMG. I need money! :/ 4 days 3 nights. Ohyeah! going by BUS! Excited! btw, oh Lord, please dont rain. Hmm, what to pack? :x
7. Get some info about further studies. where to study? College? Form6? or ? I have no idea.
8. Joshua camp for 1 month. Gosh! so many things need to be prepared. 31/1 until 1/3. One month! going alone, without accompany. Hmm, but still I feel excited, but... sigh. *Yeah! dont need to suffer at PLKN. :P
And here it's. *Things that I can think of right now :/
Friendship, is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything. It is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.
Daydreaming along the way to Genting Highland. Future. Hmm, should I make some plan?Study, work, diet!! Ish. Hmm. 41 days left. Stressful! I'm still being at the fail level. Gosh. My holiday :( I wanna back home! D:
Recently, a song stuck in my mind and the worst is I just know some of the lyric. Just keep repeating the same lines. * this feeling is so SUCKS! I think I need to search for the lyrics and memories it. Heart this -如果有如果 ♥
Tears is the only way how my eyes speak when my mouth
Ohyeah! What a great holiday! :( Currently at MALACCA right now. *sweating* D: Malacca is such a cultural place, I love cendol durian! omg. I love the buildings, those history and so on, except the weather. LOL.
Hmm, lets talk about something interesting. Visited the museum, shopping!! * bought 2 Tee and FOOD! D:* , went to the spectacular church... etc and I ate alot! great.
*Dad bought this for me________ mint chocolate :x
Ohya! I did a ridiculous thing at here. Gosh. Now, I believe that when someone is mad, his/her IQ will equal to ZERO & anything can be done. Such a stupid idiot. *Ohgreat, I'm part of those stupid people :x
Luckily, everything is fine & save. Thanks God. Sorry for my family. Iloveyou all forever. :P
p/s: GAMBATE! Goodluck for those PMR candidates. God bless! :)
Ohyeah! weekend! everyone love weekend obviously. But we, as a form 5 students have to wake up in the early morning for tuition classes.
Ohmygod. I hate physics tuition class that teaching about those transistor, current... on weekend especially early in the morning. I bet I'll fall asleep at there. Ohgreat.
Well, recently I have dream about something weird every night or perhaps, nightmares? Something like our daily life but feeling sooooooo weird and scary, sometimes even dream about the same situation and same thing happen and happen over and over again.
And, everyday when I wake up, I feel like I have never slept before.
Exhausted. Everytime after meals especially dinner, feeling uncomfortable, gastric, and I'm feeling so damn tired.
Any suggestion to overcome this? Hmm, maybe I should try the BRANDS == .
So, I am Jovice. I love food, Music, movies, plants. I wants happiness and to be stronger.
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe